You are like my own dad. You taught me to be sincere to people and to always help your friends whenever they need help. I tried my best to do everything you taught but it does not seen to work for me.But I will stay strong like how you always asked me to and it seen that you always knew when I am unhappy.I will study hard and I promise you, I will not let you suffer at all when I grow up (: thank you papa for always willing to sent me back home whenever I stay at your house even though you could use this 1hr to sleep/rest and always spent money on me even though I don't want you too. Smoke less please.

And

So sorry for my childish attitude and unpredictable mood swing at home. Sometimes I wish I could tell you how my life is right now and why I am upset, but it is hard. Thank you for putting up with it.I was never ashamed of our family because I know you had tried your best to give the best you could for brother and me. Hahah, and I will remember your face expression when I tell you that I will tell you when I got a boyfriend.Thank you mummy, for everything.

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Had kayaking for the past 2days and I am sun-burnt like shitzx.

My lips is swollen, my burnt skin is hurting and with bruises here and there.

I shall not elaborate much. But during this 2 days, I have learnt alot of things and

enjoyed myself even though I had to put up with the fact that I was actually swimming in the reservoir water that reek of dead fishes.

Got do homework later. I don't want to return to school. Too emotional now.

If I got a second chance..to make up for everything.